Objectively I may be doing better than my past self idk, but I guess I’m not really comparing myself to my past self but to my expected/full potential version of myself (if that makes sense) and I expect a lot of me. Also mentally I’m doing a lot worse than past me.

I lean more towards absurdism than nihilism but lately it’s easily 8/10

It’s kind of the slogan of my state

thx wish you the same 🫶

I know but he feels like his best isn’t good enough 😔

I often say I hate people but I mostly just hate myself

empty, exhausted, tja