The concept of change, i think? I was shamed for my special interests as a child so I’ve tricked myself into thinking I dont have one. I am surrounded by plants, I keep little brass figurines of butterflies, am constantly distro hopping, system swapping in tabletop games (and relentlessly trying to meaningfully maim and heal my characters). Hell, I’m getting a degree and working a job in two fields that I had no familiarity with as of last year.