Weed. I’ve heard that it helps people calm their anxiety and makes depression a bit more manageable to live with, but I’m afraid that if I do try it, it’ll make my mental illness worse.

Also vaping as a coping mechanism for dealing with life. I know it’s unhealthy. But a part of me wants to try it to take the pain away, but is scared that I’ll get addicted. And if I do, it’ll be a hassle to deal with that and quit the bad habit since I’ve heard and seen many horror stories about people trying to quit smoking.