I genuinely feel like no matter what I do, psychopaths can always pretty much immediately defect me as the perfect victim.
I think it’s partly because I’m ugly, partly because I’m sensitive, and they can just tell I’m a weak person.
It’s making my life a living hell, no matter how hard I try I just can’t blend it, I can’t force myself to act a certain way, it’s exhausting to me
Help…
I recommend reading The Gift of Fear by Gavin de Becker. It’s available for free at archive.org. It describes how predators work and how regular people can stay safe from them.
100% agree with this. Our gut instinct is trying to tell us things and we often ignore it. I ALWAYS trust mine.