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paranoid linux sadgirl with imposter syndrome

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Cake day: June 27th, 2023

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  • we can already sorta see this in fashion

    in ye olde days, the more bits and baubles and lace and ruffles you had on your clothes/shoes/furniture, the richer you were

    since the advent of industrialized consumer goods, flashy embellished things are marketed to the working class meanwhile the bourgeois drop mega money on plain color or simply patterned gowns and tuxes, absurdly minimalist furniture, and unadorned shoes that showcase whatever exotic material they’re made of





  • I had the perfect phone. Sony XZ2 Compact. released in 2018 so not even that old

    5" screen. No headphone jack, but I was honestly just glad to have a screen that small. Ran LineageOS like a dream.

    Then came the 3G tower shutdown. Now, the XZ2c is capable of 4G LTE calling. Lineage even had the settings option for it unlocked (as opposed to stock). So I call up my carrier and ask them to please enable 4G LTE calling for my phone so that it’ll receive calls again.

    Turns out, the major carriers in the US decided not to support 4G LTE calling for the XZ2c. There’s a line of code sitting somewhere that could be flipped to “true” and my perfect phone would work again. But no, fuck me for wanting to resist CONSOOM NOO FONE EVERY SIX MONTH.

    Fuck capitalism I’ll never forget what they took from me












  • I mainly want to seen a screen adaptation of Jadis causing a ruckus in 1900s London lmao

    yeah like at that point as a kid I had the concept of “going to a fantasy land” stories but always sorta applied Neverland logic where the existence of the fantasy land was somehow tied to our own (e.g. via wardrobe door)

    The Wood Between the Worlds introduced to me the idea of multiple realities existing completely independently from our own. Ironically, given C. S. Lewis’ intent with Narnia, this concept helped me challenge the Protestant beliefs that I was being raised with, and brought me some form of comfort in the idea that maybe I could someday escape Yhwh’s reality.

    See, child me was NOT thrilled with the idea that my afterlife was going to consist of ETERNALLY WORSHIPPING GOD AND DOING NOTHING ELSE, even if the church claimed that was some sort of unbeatable joyous bliss. After all you can be happy but still be fucking bored and that sounded like just a slightly less shitty Hell to me…

    So I actually got really into mysticism as a kid to try to learn how to magic myself into a reality where you got to go to an Aslan’s Country style afterlife instead of eternal sitting in church.

    This did not go over well with my religious parents, lol. Thankfully I eventually dropped all the magic and religion shit in favor of a love for science. Though I still love mystic aesthetics and high fantasy ofc